Saturday, October 25, 2008
{ 7:40 AM }
when nobody gives a damn about your life what do you do? sit there and cry? or willow in self pity? hahaas..neither. you just heck care and slack even more. this is what i am doing right now. i am so indifferent to people ignoring my existence that i'm giving this i-dont-care attitude. and what do i get in return, people thinking that i dont do what i am suppose to do and just run away from all my responsibilities. why am i so useless? forever the small character never speaking up. i am such a COWard..mooo...cow..hahaas-.-" i'm heading back to the farm then..since i belong there. i'm such a COWard mah. and i must go COWard towards the farm. hahaas..this is how i tried making my life a little bit more happy. but there seems to be something lacking inside..this feeling of emptiness..i wonder when i will be filled. ok..nevermind about that. i'm always saying the same thing. Went to watch nights in rodanthe with aamilah and thendral on friday. that show is sooooo nice. although i slept in the front because it was kind of draggy at the beginning, i woke up because of thendral, and manage to catch the second half of the show. that part is the nicest(: it made me realise that we should always cherish the people we love and not take them for granted because life is so short and everything is so unexpected:(